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Friday, October 16, 2009

Phew..! one month never touch blog le XD
Came to revive dead blog...
Alot of things happened within this one month...
Realised alot of things...
Tasted the bitterness of reality...
How nice would it be if everyone was simpleminded...
Been lied to... again...
Trust is indeed a double egde sword...
When can i... really... trust another person?

Handphone got stolen... zzz
Misplace it... more like i forgotten it actually...
Was playing the computer at the study area and placed my wallet there.
Then Mr Kang came to talk to me...
Was still kinda dazed...
Then Maria came to talk to me and i went to the table where ade and irwin is at
It was until awhile until i realised i lost my wallet...
Went to talk to Mr T.A about it...
Then he showed me the CCTV video...
Lucky there was something that's distinct to show who took my wallet
The video was in low quality thus we can't see the culprit's faces clearly.
It was about one week until we caught the culprits.
Was very angry at first... but i was at fault too...
When inside the conference room Mr Muru keep askinG me questions
like afraid i fall asleep like that zzz...
Learnt my lesson this time...
Althought they'll paying for my ez-link card and sim card
but i spent alot of money more on transport without the ez-link card...
a lil ''bo hua'' lo...
caz we went to study at farmway mac afterschool...
the transport fee alone took $2 still need to take bus too...
3 trips of bus and 2 lrt trips in total.
Not really focused on studying there though...
The air-con was freezing......
And i started to draw again recently...
So i was busy drawing and shading.
In the end burned mid-night oil cause i was worried -__-''
lol..... hug the buddha's leg at the last min eh...

Sigh...
The usual family issues again...
Really sick of all these stuffs already...
No matter what i do nothing seems to help... at all...
Can't they stop giving me troubles and pressure already...?
Seriously... it's irritating... and annoying...
Can't they change for a start?
They should stop acting like they know anything,
and everything i said or do is wrong...
Had enough problems for my personal life yet they're still giving me more problems.
How i wish nothing's tying me back...
I... already had enough...
This is more than i can handle.
Why can't i do things in peace...
Why can't i do things as i wish...
Why can't our family be as simple as other families..?
If i can reset my life...
If it was as easy as pressing the restart button in a game...
If i can alter the time...
If everything be back to the square one...
I would treasure it...
It's tiring... to put on a happy face everyday......
How i wish i can throw this fake mask away...
and bury it... deep enough... so i won't see it again...




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